A Feeling so pleasantly described as melancholy.

The combination of the quick approaching reality to the end of my life as it is now, Distinct lack of reply from a certain university and the lack of food I have consumed in the last two weeks seems to have all hit my in the form of one large slap in the face.

Although this may sound a tad drastic.. I am going to miss everything about now..the small town i am currently residing in on the outskirts of London suddenly seems miles more exciting then my southern origin. Despite the fact that I haven't been clubbing in over two weeks? Its a strange world isn't it :/ Not only this but I'm going to miss everyone I have met over the past months, I know it sounds childish but right now i'd quite like everything to just stay how it is please and things to stop changing so quickly, i'm so unprepared for the realities of everything.

I have always said i love change, But after the big change that seems to be unfolding drasticaly around my life back home i think i have suddenly become quite adverse to it, Even though i have been waiting for it for the last three years?

I have decide to represent my feeling in fashion, Seeming as my life revolves around it anyway..

To me this represents how I feel: Not alone or isolated.. but metaphorically naked and unprepared for the situations that are unveiling around me, The distinctively high heels connoting the extent of the situation, something that i will in time learn to master but right now seem an overpowering challenge.