Do you ever get that feeling of being alone?

I'm not sure if it's being in my third year but i frequently find myself sat in my room feeling completely alone, despite the fact that i live with six people and have the best friends i could ever ask for, i almost never feel satisfied.

When i'm with other people all i can think about is my work and when i'm on my own i find myself constantly craving attention, How can i win?

Sometimes i don't sleep i just sit and draw my final collection in my head,

I find myself waking up at five in the morning and writing pages of notes about how i'm going to finish seams, embroidery ideas and fabrics i'm going to use.

I wish i could physically work as fast as the image in my head unravels, i wish i could feel satisfied with were i am and what i am achieving.

But i guess